Well Sterling thanks for the donation and sharing your story. I know you saved many mens lives, mine included. I’ll still have that yearning because I am human, but now I have a better understanding and know my place. Got expensive hobbies, money saved, best physical shape and travel in the US whenever. Now, I focus on money, muscles, game and self actualization. Knowing my luck and how the West is today, I’ll bet I’m in the 60%. All humans that exist today is the result of about 40% of men successfully reproducing throughout history. Even had a woman admit, “You’re fun, but I can’t take you seriously because I would just die knowing my son would be short”. Sterling, silver, second place…that’s all I’ll ever be to women. Searched for a new online handle as part of the process of moving on with a new life. I traded in the soccer mom SUV for a full size truck. I went thru the red pill rage as one would, but grew out of it over time because I realized being angry about that is like getting angry for a dog barking. That’s when I realized they are the same. All the significant women I dated were the same story, same behavior, just different nouns. I forget what you said, but it was like my whole dating life flashed before my eyes. I realized over the years she slowly broke me down, I became a shell of my former self for the sake of keeping her happy. You gave me clarity and the humor needed to laugh through my pain. Then I discovered you later in 2017 and ate the red pill. I knew I would not get honest answers from my ex-girlfriend since women communicate covertly. I thought I was everything she wanted and needed in a man. I was lost, angry, full of sorrow, dazed and confused. I didn’t want to admit it to myself because I was heavily invested. I guess you could say I was in “De-Nile” LoL. My friends didn’t like her either, but I had the p sleave blinders on and rose colored love goggles. All the signs were there that she was no good. A few months later I discovered it wasn’t my kid. Sold my sports car for a “soccer mom” SUV and started looking to buy a house. I thought I was going to become a family man. I don’t have a specific general topic or article. You saved my life, gave me clarity and humor. This video is brought to you by a donation from Sterling and here's what he has to say: "Hi Sandman, There’s a reason why I go by “Sterling”. Bitcoin Address: bc1qtkeru8ygglfq36eu544hxw6n9hsh22l7fkf8uv
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